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Name: Jessica
Location: Lawton, Oklahoma, United States
Birthday: 3/31/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Music, photography, yearbook, art, painting, drawing, your mom <3


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Member Since: 12/17/2005

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Monday, September 04, 2006

NEW XANGA!

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Friday, July 21, 2006

WEIRD.

I totally just smelta double cheese burger from McDonalds. Out of no where.

Anyway. Lately has been good. Real good. I found someone who means more to me then just a friend. Someone who treats me right, takes me out to dinner, and talks to me all night long until I fall asleep. I love it. He's probably one of the best things thats happened to me, whether we end up dating or not.

Anyway.

I'm working at Hot Topic now. Love it! Its so much fun. I've made ALOT of new friends working here. In fact, this is where I met *Joseph*. haha. Yaye for that!

I've been so irresponsible lately.

I lost my license the other day. I dunno where or how, but I did. Then I had to get a new one. Had to wait a couple days for my mom to send me my birth certificate for a form of ID. Went and got that. Finally I got to go over to Joseph's, buut guess what I did? We were leaving to go get something eat and I realized I didn't have my keys. WTF? Where are they? Well.. someone happened to call me as I was getting out of my car and going to his place.. I ended up locking my keys still in the car.. IN THE IGNITION. Wtf.. is my problem lately? Seriously. Lets see what I lose/misplace next!

I've been really creative lately.

I just got done doing this oil painting. Its AMAZING. Very abstract. I'll post a picture of it when its all dry. We also bought hoodies from Walmart and put bleach to them. They look Bad A to say the least.

Vacation.

Going to Florida with my mom. Shes coming in July 29. We leave the 2nd to the 9th. We're going to Disney World. I've never been there. It should be fun. I'm pretty excited.

Random.

I'm getting extentions this week. A little weirded out with how they migth feel or look, but I'm going for it. Its really my mom making me do it because she wants me to have long hair for my senior pictures, but I've been wanting extentions for a while anyway. I'm also getting my monroe peirced this month. I want to try for my septum too but that might not work out. Dallas was fun. I loved every minute of it. We got to go to the malls and learn ALOT about yearbook. Uhmm..I got some furry leopard print mochosins. They are pimp, but I'm getting REAL ones made by my indian friends' mom. haha. Going to see Drop Dead, Gorgeous.. liikke in a day or 2. Hopefully.

<3


Friday, June 30, 2006

I miss it all.

I miss looking forward to seeing someone every weekend.

I miss the butterflies in my tummy.

I miss writing cute little messages and comment on myspace.

I miss staying up ALL night on the phone or internet just getting to know eachother.

I miss having neat things to do on the weekends.

I miss cuddling.

I miss holding eachother.

To sum it all up. I miss having someone. This isn't directed towards any ex boyfriend of mine. I just miss having someone there.


Thursday, June 29, 2006

You know. I dunno why, but lately it just seems like I've been getting into the wrong 'type' of guys. Players, whores, etc. I've liked a couple people lately, but that isn't work out.

I decided to say screw relationships. I wanna be single. =).

Anyway. I'm pretty sure I got the job at Hot Topic. If not, I think I will blow the mall up [anyone who DOESN'T know me.. you should know I'm not for real]. Lmao. I had my 2nd interview today. We had to pick out an outfit for someone. Anyone. Maan.. some people SUCK at matching. Marroon with bright blue and pink chucks? Don't think so.

I hope to have some fun lately. I'm tired of this so-called town called 'Lawton' its pretty lame when people.. are lame too. hahaah wootholla.

Party on 4 of July?


Saturday, June 24, 2006

Lately.

--Shows--Music--Swimming--Hanging out--Meeting people--Church--Seeing old friends--Driving around--Movies--Mall--OKC--Duncan--Possibly a job--Etc.

You know.

I love knowing someone is there.

But..

I hate knowing I can't have them.



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